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9/08/2014

Mixed Feelings

Ai... Ai...
I've been missing my country so much, and it increases day by day... But at the same time it's being soooo nice to change, regarding the country, the workplace and the people that I am so sad that this is my last day in California.

How can I face it, hein? Yesterday I did  one of these silly tests on the internet (buzzfeed of course) and this was the title: Which would be the more appropriate big change for you at this moment? I thought in a lot of things: having a baby, home movement, work movement... But the result was: to live abroad for a year! Perfect timing, hein? Especially because I can see that it would feel me very well.

At the same time I think that I just realized more than I thought that I'd realize someday... Is this not the time to get some rest? Sometimes it seems like an addiction to want to do even more, always. But more challenges bring more suffering, right? What a endless circle...

But the most important is that I am backing to my country very proud an the reason is that I am gonna keep helping my country, turning things better, contributing with my little help. And I am convinced that this is what we all need to pursue. It has to be our purpose try to use what we learn, our work and our free time as well, in order to improve our community. I back to my country with this spirit (which I've already had) reinforced.

See you soon!